Judgement is a funny thing, we use it without thinking all the time, it's one of those traits that helps to protect us when we are out in the wider world and yet it can be wrong so often and that's normally the case when we start to assume we are 'better' than other people - which was exactly the situation I found myself in today - a lesson learnt methinks :-)
In 2001 I had the feeling that something was going to happen that would change the world forever, in the February it got so bad that I even sold my house because of it – and nothing seemed to happen….. until September 11th when we had the attacks on the World Trade Centre and the Pentagon. As soon as they had happened the feelings I had been having since just after Christmas, the sense of pressure that made me feel as if I was walking through treacle and made my head ache vanished, as if they had never been.
The next time it happened was just before the Asian Tsunammi and the pressure began about three months earlier this time. I ignored the urge to move to outer mongolia and to sell my home (I couldn’t do it again!), and strangely as soon as the disaster was over the pressure left my body and my head.
Guess what, I’ve got it again! and I’m also in the process of selling my home (but I can assure that the two are not related … at least I don’t think so). The pressure is building so much that I feel ill. And the heat in the UK isn’t helping either. I don’t really cope very well under normal circumstances with extremes of temperature, and with the additional external pressure I feel and the treacle walking (it’s getting awfully expensive on shoes) it is not pleasant at all. Something is building, something is happening and it isn’t going to be pleasant, the only problem is I don’t have a timeframe for it.
With love (lots of it), light and laughter (till your sides hurt)